dreams

hmm. went to genting for holiday for this CNY.. hee. its weird.. i think i kinda miss my clique in school. i actually dreamt of them for the past two nites.. i dreamt that we are going sumwhere to camp.. n the funniest is.. we actually go blood donating together!! haha.

been fun.. nothing much. done alot of shopping. sis gt herself 5 tops, 2 sandles and a pants, dad n mum also got sumthin for themselves.. haha practically everyone was busy shopping there. WHY? cos there are so so so so much discount!!! 50% u noe. even mango shop also having up to 70% discount.! haha. i gt vina a swt polo t. hee.

hmm. manage to catch a show there. "Meet the Spartians". oh well. its a lame show.. just like
ScaryMovie. get wat i mean? haha.
oh.. i manage to enter casinos.. haha Oops. luckily the security din chase me or check my ID. hahaha. played jackpot. 50 rm for 2 hours. haha like forever .. ahhaa.. in the end.. we gt tempted to play the gambling on the table.. haha. gosh. so so so big. so many people. will feel excited when u won the $$$ , and u will just play n play n play.. hahhha...

oh.. vina have 4 teeth now! *grins*
n it hurts when she bit u. haha..
like to laugh as usual.. recently then have time to spend with her.. hope we wun be so distant. haha. im her mum afterall..

alrites.

ta.

=)

its been long since i last update my blog. been real busy recently. haha. projects. schools. and exams. well.. luckily i manage to pass all my paper. grins.

nothin much. i skip todae morning lecture again. Oops. but no worries.. wil attend the other one at 2pm ltr if not the lecture will chase after me i guess. haha.

ytd went to interview lydia for our crm project.. reach home ard 1am?

ha.. nt bad. tink it goes quite smoothly. but nid to edit here n there for the video. =)

father & daughter playing:

7.11.07

finally.! end of MST wk.. haha.
oh yea. went k box with karen n gang.. hee.. its a very nice singing session with a very fabulous dinner after tat at Hip Diners. =)
pics. pics. pics.

Obesession

hmm. aileen said she wan new pics of mine in friendster rather than my ger. she said im ObEssEd with my ger. haha. True! haha. of cos wad

vina just turned 5 mths old on the 31st. hee..

below this video clip is when she is trying to train her head. haha.. listen carefully.. she made alot of sound.. hahaha..

Close out Day!

hmm. Close out day at True yesterday. so! we are all in home clothes instead of uniform. =) grinz. hee. hmm. so i brought my cam n took lots of pics with my darlingz at True. haha.

hee. these are all my freaking darlingz at True yoga. hahaha..

=)

E-learning!

gOsh goSh gosh.
today.. i start doing my e-learning work alrdy. reading all the lectures materials so that i could do the quizzes and mcq online easily BUT!!. No!

gosh. the tourism MCQ is so so darn hard.
its totally different from the lecture notes lo.
asking qns like "Name the meseum in which the painting Mona Lisa is exhibited." and "An attraction in Turkey, which features hundreds of caves churches and natual rock formation."
i mean.. dah??
how would i know? its not stated in the notes neither nor i go these countries before! gosH.
summore i failed this MCQ. 30 qns man.. -_-"
how to pasS~!?

na.

vina in her dress.

hee

hee. vina in her dress.

vina: aW.. shy shy. mama dun film me.

these pics are when vina is 4 mths old:

vina have lots of expression in this video. haha.

lap skin.

hmm. today end lecture at ard 12. waited for jas to do our lappy skin together. =)
grin. 2 for 26 bucks. which is cheap to us. haha.
happily choosing the skin with different patterns in the hot weather which make us sweat like hell.
chose the skin for 15 mins and waited for like an hour in the queue for the lady to do it for us. but its okay. worth it i gues. hee.. i like it. looking at all the skins. feel like taking all back with me. haha. Oops.

oh yea..
wanted to get a DS lite
am very tempted by jo's DS.
gosh.
oh yea. those guys in my clique are all hooked up with their PSP.
haha. wonder to get a second hand Lite or to get a new one. but.. is it worth to get a new one?
hmm.

Someone tel me?

na.

Formal pics.

had a small tiff with dan just now. hmm.

but im okay. guess people will have small fights to improve r/s. haha.

hmm. i finally gt the formal photos alrdy. hee. i loaded some in friendster.

=)

jas.na.kar.

kar.na.jas.jan.

P.S. hey guys. thanx for everything. ur support. giving me moral support all the way thru hard times. am deeply appreciate. hugs. =)

i lurve this pic =)

Cheeky grin.

unable to zZz.

unable to zzz tonite. dunno why.
yea.. got the news of the guys are planning to go taiwan next yr.
disappointment filled within me. cos i wanted to go so badly with them bt i cant.. am not disappointed with them but is in me. at one point i feel that if i din do anythin "wrong", things wun happen then i can happily graduate with them together, and can even go overseas with them..but i realise this is a selfish thoughts that i shouldn't have. cos i have two of my precious people in my life now which i treasure lot more than anything else.and of cos. i did not regret with what decision i've made.

me. myself. i noe wat im thinking and doing, now i have a more responsibility than just being a gd student to get gd grades.
my goal nw nt only to study hard but as well to work hard to provide my little ger with what i can.
its alrite. theres always next time to go with them =). and. i believe. =)

friends, thanks for being there for me during my toughest period and walk with me through.
am cherishing the time i have with you guys before you all graduate.
thanks. i really appreciate and cherish our friendship lots.
loves.

na.

My new hair.

hmm. todae.. off dae for me. went to do my hair. hmm dye n highlighted alittle.
well.. i cut my hair short today.. guess get myself a new n fresh look.
well.. feel gd cutting off.. =)

nth much todae. spent the whole dae with vina.

play too much with her alrdy.
haha.

na.

haji lane

haji lane? suppose to spell it this way? right?
ha.
today after school went with karen n guys to haji lane.. manage to get myself a top. =) grin.
the clothes all very nice but costly.. yup.
shall go there again. grin.
well.. did meet up with tere n aileen. they are doing great. hee. glad to see them and hear from them too. thats enough le.. =)
hmmm. after the shop. we took our dinner at fish n co. at PS. hee. nice environment cos the people there seem all ready to welcome hallowean. OOps. i feel tt i spelt wrong again. haha.

Jas, if u happen to see this.
we should go shop the lane next time round, the clothes and accessories are lovely =)

na.

Bond of class 3B/14

=)
now at T2135. Com lab for only ICT people. haha. im trying to act like a ict student inside the lab using computer. haha. lazy to bring lappy out.

sarah and rest busy doing their fyp here. haha. i look extra. so i act busy also. haha.

well. the project grouping is really a headache.why cant "people" in the class try to understand our situation here? its not easy to group and oh please ! "people"! hope you guys can understand. but i doubt so, and never will i guess. :P
the rest of us like what? charity home ar? keep all those unwanted?
Please. from first sem of yr2 till now. anybody can understand? HELLO?!

Ar. Heck la.
my wish.
i wish to work with any other people in my class.. but people is always in their own world.
why cant we just communicate? yr3 le wor.. you guys are graduating soon.. this is the last projects that i will be doing with you guys.. but you people still stick to yourselves.. give us a chance. yes. you guys din even give us any chance to even ask whether is it okay to work with you all.
feeling wasted.
mixed feeling.
feel like the bonding of a class is divded into two.
ha.
when i joined other classes in my forward modules, they all so united. and so even project grouping. why cant we? :x

School.

In sch.
went for 1pm tutorial lesson.. but.. teacher dismiss us at 1:30pm.. gosh... nid to wait for another 2 hours before FM lecture starts.. sians. always like that. haha.
later going to work.. hmm. wonder what kind of members would we bump into tonight.. Grin.

Porfoilo. CSB teacher sae nid to prepare portfolio for his interview.. gosh. what can i put in except my testimonials and result slips inside? hmm.. my SYF band foto? haha.

sians. luckily i finish up my tutorials in the weekends. now i gt the time to rest..
but weekends i got to help out at true. cos the rest are celebrating hari raya..
=) its alrite. begin to enjoy working there. =)

i've learnt how to ignore and pretend.


Grin.

na.

weekends

hmm.. weekends. my off daes.. haha. finally got time for my ger.
nid to do some revision and work.. hmm. i miss my friends. but they are always so busy.. why.. i also busy ma. but i can make time. cos no matter how busy i am.. i will make time for you guys.

AR. nothing much to write man.
hey guys.
the show brown sugar macchiato is nice to watch.
X-family also . hee.

nana.

Back!

hee. guys. im back.. haha. so so so long din update my blog till friends told reminded mie. Oops. haha
well.. update people alittle. currently im back to sch! finally! i cherish my sch life now than ever than decided to cherish the time tt i left with my current peers.
hmm. currently working in true yoga. hmm relax job but stress at times but gd pay i guess..
admit its tiring to sch n work at the same time. but i willing to do it. willing to do it for my ger. wanted to provid her whatever i can. =)
laugh at me if u think its funny. but when one dae you guys turn into someone's parent, you will know how it feels being a mum or a dad.
yea its true that mum is noble, and im proud of my daughter =)

vina turn 4 mths already.. time really flies.. now she is trying to talk to me already.. haha. so sweet. no matter how low my mood are for the dae , when i get back home.. look at her.. i just feel gd again.. shes my everything, my goal, and my strength to move on in life.

Following is some of vina's video. =)

That was when she just born ..

2.8.07

hmm. i went to catch movie with dan tt dae. we watched Vacancy. hmm.. well.. though its written horror & suspense but the ending part of the show not tt nice.. haha. hmm it does scares me when the main leads in the show running here and there to escape.
haa.. when i see them panting.. i also pant.. hahaha. so kan qiong to watch.

hmm. tt evening , only 5 people including us watch tt movie. haha so pathetic.
should watch with lots of people then its fun but 5 people only.. haha the atmosphere there isnt that well. haha.

i wanna watch rush hour 3 also.
hmm. got to plan my time. haha.

talk to avelyn ytd in msn. shes working at borders, she say not tat bad and asking me to consider to work there.. hmm maybe i will. still considering. yup... she said huge management, good pay. soo.... * considering * haha.

so fast. aUg already. hoping sept cumming soon.. i wanna return school badly. I wun complain the journey to school is long, i wun complain we got long breaks, i wun complain the lecture is boring, i wun complain.. i wun.. i just miss everyone and wanted to cherish my time studying with my peers and my studies.

i made a photo album for vina. hee. shall collect all her fotos. =)
now my life is surround with vina. looks like nothing but only vina. my sister bf say i siao already. no la.. i still concern about my studies.. just that everyday seeing her grown bit by bit i feel good.. more that any word can describe.

Esthervina 2mths old!

hee.

woah. so long... din update my blog.. ya lazy to write.. cos it seems like im doin the same stuff over n over again everydae.. haha so i nt sure what to write. hmmm. it become a routine. haha

hmm. 24th of sept start sch.. excited plus a little nervous. its been long .

hee. i miss my friends. i really do. =)

vina is doing great for the past two months. yea ytd she just turn 2 mths old =) but she seen doc thrice.. it pains me to see her coughing and feeling terrible with her throat filled with lots of phelgm that make her hard to sleep at nite.

i understood. n i finally understood how my mum feels when im sick.

its not easy being a mum.

i understand.

i wanted to thank my mum. thank her for everything.. from my pregancy till vina is here.. till helping to take care of vina.. but i don't know how to tel her. but i sincerely appreciate what she is doing.

been doing housechords.. been watching vcds.. been changing diapers.. been feeding milk.. been playing with vina.. been trying to be a good wife and mother.. been trying to get myself mentally prepare to get back to sch.. yup .. and also been wanting to have a good meal with my buddies and catch up with them.. but.. its seems like.. nevermind.. =)

Xiu jing! thank you! thank you for accompanying me to jog in the nite. thanx for being my motivator.. hee. =)

Below i shall share some of esthervina pics. hee. =)

Attitude face. =)

*blur*

my sleeping beauty. grin.

mummy loves u. *mucks*

yea. k k.. shall update soon.. Ciao! =)

Esthervina =)

hee. been abit busy at home lately. helping dan with his sch project. wah. just like studying. but gd ar. like tt i manage to study other stuff too. he is in diploma in international hotel management. so its like about hotel stuff n all.. hmm. not bad though. i helped him with two of his reports and powerpoint.. hmm. ok la. help him do then my brain wun rust. haha.

hmm nothing much. beside resting. changing diapers. feeding. i will go online watch youtube.. while resting. cos cant sit up too much. must rest in bed. haha.

i dunno is i think of my grandma too much but i dreamt of her.. she came to visit vina with my grandfather in my dream! gosh. hee.

oh yea. dan allows esthervina to take foto le. haha

guess wad??

i caught her smiling. n i faster took it down. wah. its not easy man. i waited for her to smile . haha. but this shot is nice. haha. soo cute.

hee. my precious girl. Esthervina. =)

simple.

this blog suppose to be a simple n personal "journal" of mine to keep track of my pregnancy.. haha. but well i guess its alrite to show others and share my experience n stuff..

i miss sch. i miss friends. i miss the sun. i miss movies. but still alrite. i noe i still able to do what i wanna do in future, just abit rush of time but i hope i can manage.

dan promise to bring me out for movie after my confinement period. =) hee. so swt of him.

vina is very healthy. hee. i secretly took down a pic of her small hand. hee . so cute.

i lurve her with all my heart. she is my everything.